Paula an ongoing fling : Part 4
Posted: 12 Feb 2025 18:52
We had a conversation after our intimate moment the night before, and Paula told me she wants more. She wants to get married and start a family. She isn’t getting any younger. She said she not only wants to get married, but she wants to get married to me. I processed everything she said and ensured that she was fully heard. I then in a very calm manner told her, having gone through divorce, I am not rushing into any marriages anytime soon. I told her I cannot give her what she wants, but if I were in her shoes, I can understand feeling the same way and even saying the same thing. But at the end of the day, I have to be honest with myself. I cannot say I’ll give her a more committed relationship. She got upset - as I would expect - and I told her I would take a shower and pack my things and leave if that helped the situation. She agreed. We were sitting in the living room on the second floor, with her balcony door open and her windows open. Her neighbors if they were looking would have had a great view of us. She immediately gets down on her knees as I was getting up to go shower and leave, knowing that this was all over. She pushed me back down onto her couch, pulled my boxers down and with her red lipstick filled lips, kissed parts of my boxers, kissed my dick and then proceeded to give me the best blowjob yet that she had given. Wet, sloppy, deep throating and truly worshipped my dick in a way she hadn’t. Around the 3:00 mark, I got up, pushed her against the couch, pulled her thong panties to the wide and at 3:06, that was my first penetration. You can hear an audible gasp. You can almost feel the tug and pull she has going on. She physically enjoys this, but emotionally she is distraught. But at some point she is overcome with the pain of our conversation that she asks me to stop. I ask if she’s sure and she says yes to stop. Maybe she thought I’d beg her to continue, but I didn’t.
She marched to the bathroom and was crying so loudly. I waited for her to finish and then went in to take a shower. As I went to take a shower, again she went down onto her knees and came to suck my dick. I told her if she even did that I will fuck her brains out. So don’t do it if you’re not going to let me fuck you. She walked off and then came back and did. That’s what part 4 is all about.
After this day, I left knowing that we were done. I also was proud of the fact that I had the courage to clearly state where I stood and be okay with the decision. She couldn’t understand how this guy she basically felt was a God from another planet - her words not mine - would be capable of something like this. She said I’d never been an asshole to her ever. Always treated her like a lady, so she couldn’t understand. I told her, I don’t go around treating people in my life like assholes. Maybe some men do, but not her. I told her even though I am not committing to her, physically I was always committed to her - save one instance in Denmark - and didn’t “play the field”. I told her I won’t call her anymore just to help her get over me. She just kept saying she doesn’t know if that’ll help. We went our separate ways after that as I had to make sure I made my flight back to Vegas.
She marched to the bathroom and was crying so loudly. I waited for her to finish and then went in to take a shower. As I went to take a shower, again she went down onto her knees and came to suck my dick. I told her if she even did that I will fuck her brains out. So don’t do it if you’re not going to let me fuck you. She walked off and then came back and did. That’s what part 4 is all about.
After this day, I left knowing that we were done. I also was proud of the fact that I had the courage to clearly state where I stood and be okay with the decision. She couldn’t understand how this guy she basically felt was a God from another planet - her words not mine - would be capable of something like this. She said I’d never been an asshole to her ever. Always treated her like a lady, so she couldn’t understand. I told her, I don’t go around treating people in my life like assholes. Maybe some men do, but not her. I told her even though I am not committing to her, physically I was always committed to her - save one instance in Denmark - and didn’t “play the field”. I told her I won’t call her anymore just to help her get over me. She just kept saying she doesn’t know if that’ll help. We went our separate ways after that as I had to make sure I made my flight back to Vegas.