I feel like I've become psychopathic
Posted: 21 Apr 2026 11:22
I am an eavesdropping enthusiast from China. I don't speak English, and the following content was all achieved through translation software. If you find it difficult to read, please forgive me. I was staying in a hotel when I heard moaning coming from the room next door. I went to eavesdrop at their door for 5 minutes. It felt very exciting, and my hands were trembling. Since then, I have fallen in love with this kind of eavesdropping behavior. But I know it's wrong. It's against morality. But every time I stay in a hotel, I can't help but want to eavesdrop. Almost every time, I have gained something. I was also discovered by security and warned not to wander in the hallway. That time, I felt like I was doomed, and I would face legal sanctions. Fortunately, the security guard didn't call the police. I was spared. I vowed in my heart never to eavesdrop again. But after a period of time, I still couldn't help but eavesdrop. I feel like I have a psychological disorder. I am in pain. I am curious, how do you all face the demons in your hearts?