I feel like I've become psychopathic

[Myron1990]

I am an eavesdropping enthusiast from China. I don't speak English, and the following content was all achieved through translation software. If you find it difficult to read, please forgive me. I was staying in a hotel when I heard moaning coming from the room next door. I went to eavesdrop at their door for 5 minutes. It felt very exciting, and my hands were trembling. Since then, I have fallen in love with this kind of eavesdropping behavior. But I know it's wrong. It's against morality. But every time I stay in a hotel, I can't help but want to eavesdrop. Almost every time, I have gained something. I was also discovered by security and warned not to wander in the hallway. That time, I felt like I was doomed, and I would face legal sanctions. Fortunately, the security guard didn't call the police. I was spared. I vowed in my heart never to eavesdrop again. But after a period of time, I still couldn't help but eavesdrop. I feel like I have a psychological disorder. I am in pain. I am curious, how do you all face the demons in your hearts?

[Lauscher_1]

A serious problem would arise if listening were no longer a playful activity but had become compulsive. It would also be cause for concern if one’s own sexual activities were to recede further and further into the background, and the compulsion to listen were to take over.